Stick to it

My motivation should be stronger than this....

        Well those are my thoughts ever time I stop a workout routine. I can remember working out faithful while in college. It wasn't to look at guys nor be seen, it was simply for the joy of working out. I LOVED IT. I think the difference now is that I need and must work out in order to change my current situation. No I'm not all down on myself and feeling sorry for myself, nor am I going to blame things on my pregnancy (my daughter is 2 yrs old now). My problem area is the same like everyone else, pretty much, my abs. To be very frank about it, it is my lower abs. Just can't seem to shake it and I feel it has gotten bigger.
        My journey begin with high hopes, full of motivation, and ready to get it. Started out doing Hip Hop Abs, lasted a solid 2 weeks, then just died down. What happened? Not sure, assignments begin to roll in and time just escaped me. So yes basically I got lazy. Second try, same thing high hopes, full of motivation, and ready to get it! Started doing FocusT25 lasted a solid week! Now the problem with FocusT25 was that I was extremely dehydrated and had a constant headache throughout the entire week. I just couldn't seem to consume enough water to compensate for the amount of water I was loosing. My boyfriend was beginning to worry about me but by the end of the week I was feeling good. THEN I got sick and truly didn't feel like working out, so I didn't.
        So now I really want to get back in the swing of things and I know the reason that working out just isn't doing it for me is because it just isn't fun any more. I'm not working out just because I like it, I'm working out because I need to loose this tummy I've obtained! One of my amazing friends wants to do a long distance workout dedication session with me. So we are now going to be doing Insanity workouts! Yes I know...dehydration risk is high for real, but this time I know how much water to drink so I should be fine! I'm truly going to stick to it because we are going to call to check up on each other and keep track of each other's progress. We are doing the full 60day program as well! I'll keep you all updated on how this goes. I did the fit test yesterday and boy let me tell you...I was sweating! But cardio is what I need to loose this tummy!!
Stay tuned for the action!